My Children……..And the Future…
There are so many things say… For one my children are my life I understand that when I had my first born I was at the tender age of 17… very young!!! then I got married at 19 thinking at the time it was the right thing to do and as the result of that I had 2 more kids now I am turning 24 on Monday March 8.
I can sit here and look back at time but nothing is going to change the fact that I am married and have 3 kids… I am very ambitious career wise and I am even volunteering at the hospital in the LAB trying to get hired there since I am a Phlebotomist. I want to succeed in life and give my children everything I never had!!! I grew up in very bad situations and I just wana show them unconditional love which they do have. But on the other side living in a bad marriage full of hate and anger towards the person you are married to how can you push forward???
I am trying my best for my children they are so young they don’t understand how much I am unhappy here I just want to disappear from the face of the earth with them and live in a remote Island eating seafood all day!!!:) But the reality is that will never happened!!! so I have made up my mind for my children and I am going to get a divorce and continue to push forward for my children even if I have to work like a donkey but at least I do have a career and plan to go back to school….
Thank god I have my mother she may not have been the best mom when I was younger but now she really has redeem her self and she is helping me out the best way she can… And I am so thankful !!!!!!
I hope one day my children will grow up and understand the situation I was in and that I did all this for them so I can be happy and they can too… My children Unconditional love and support will get me through this…..
